Soul Outburst

Often times we hide what is within. We are friends to others but we don't let them be our friends.

 We lie and we build up our walls. 

We await the one person brave enough to see beyond our "strength", 

Beneath our smiles to see the scars we keep peeling just so we can feel the pain over and over again.

 To see why we believe in what we believe in. To see the world from our point of view and not what we verbally paint it to be. To see our eyes! 

The eye is the light of the body, if the eye is not good you have no light in your body, if your eyes are bad you have darkness within. This darkness.....sometimes it's the hurt we constantly brew.

 The untold stories we keep to ourselves to protect us from further hurt. 

We don't tell people cause we fear they will nor understand or that they will understand and get tired of our burden or just cease to exist in our lives. 

 So we keep this pain in us and let it gradually extinguish our light. 

These walls we build up are just means of keeping our feeling. 

Because the pain is a constant reminder that we are still alive. Why? Because we have become numb to the fallacy of happiness that it may actually exist. 

But when the soul outbursts which it surely will, we are never understood. So we refill our soul with past hurts.