Beauty in Distress

I love the Lord , because he hath heard my voice and my supplications. Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore will I call upon him as long as I live. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the Lord ; O Lord , I beseech thee, deliver my soul.  Gracious is the Lord , and righteous; yea, our God is merciful. The Lord preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee. For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.  I will walk before the Lord in the land of the living. I believed, therefore have I spoken: I was greatly afflicted: I said in my haste,  All men are liars. What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits toward me? I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the Lord . I will pay my vows unto ...

Time is not on our side. We drift away with each tic of the clock. Our memories fading away with each dawn of the sun. Loosing you to the shadows we were running from.    You were chasing me and not running so the shadows consumed you. I left a taste in your mouth that you can never forget. So sour sweet.  No matter how many oceans you cross. How.many valleys and mountains you pass. No one can be like me and we both know that. I'm Contagious. A narcotic drug you keep feeding on. I am the strong energy that has grasped your heart. You were bleeding in my silence, my grasp so fatal. Anything to be near me, you forgot your importance.  I was that perfect person. I was the warp in your personality that you refused to notice.  I was the beautiful problem you never solved. You just sat and steered. Feeling you owned me. But you were wrong. When the mist came we danced around. With confidence you felt me dancing with you. But I was gone...

Daddy's Little Girl 2 Hell has no fury like a woman who hath been scorn. I have been scorned of a father by a father. May my fire rain down on you like brimstone.  You left me without love and so I thought that perhaps the paradise between my legs would bring men to love me. Perhaps it's my only worth. That's what they always wanted. That's why night after night he came into me, he was not the only one he was just the first.  What I feel is too different from what is real, I fill my self up with narcotic drug anything to take this pain away. Reality is stranger than my dreams.   I know what in have gone through to get over you. I've been through hell. I lived in it daily. Breathing the fumes that consumed me. I saw an open door but never stepped out. Dancing in the flames. Cherishing the burns more than my own life. I let it define me! But a saving grace so strong rescued me. It grabbed me. Mercy said no. And I screamed and yelled to go back t...