What If...

What if it was supposed to be
What-if perfect isn't real
And Ive just let go of what is.
What-if everything my head perceives
Isn't all that it's supposed to be.
Well I guess we'll never know
My heart will all and let you go.

What if your hand is still held out
to hold my heart for just once more
What if the sun won't stare down
At my life no more and darkness glooms because US is NO MORE.
Well I guess I'll learn to live with it because
My heart will all but to you hold on.
 What if my tears don't stop
And the salty stream in my soul goes on and on.

What-if my smile is forever fake
Because within I'm a gloomy lake
Still I won't turn back to who I was;
Foolishly holding up a love lantern that long ago burnt out
I'll Iift my own spirits and hold my own hand
Pat myself on the back and take my deserving self out.
I won't need your voice in the night
Nor your face in the morning
Won't be bound by your spell's.
Or need to break free from your holdings
Il be mine not yours I WILL BE MINE.