Beauty in Distress

I love the Lord , because he hath heard my voice and my supplications. Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore will I call upon him as long as I live. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the Lord ; O Lord , I beseech thee, deliver my soul.  Gracious is the Lord , and righteous; yea, our God is merciful. The Lord preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee. For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.  I will walk before the Lord in the land of the living. I believed, therefore have I spoken: I was greatly afflicted: I said in my haste,  All men are liars. What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits toward me? I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the Lord . I will pay my vows unto ...

Time is not on our side. We drift away with each tic of the clock. Our memories fading away with each dawn of the sun. Loosing you to the shadows we were running from.    You were chasing me and not running so the shadows consumed you. I left a taste in your mouth that you can never forget. So sour sweet.  No matter how many oceans you cross. How.many valleys and mountains you pass. No one can be like me and we both know that. I'm Contagious. A narcotic drug you keep feeding on. I am the strong energy that has grasped your heart. You were bleeding in my silence, my grasp so fatal. Anything to be near me, you forgot your importance.  I was that perfect person. I was the warp in your personality that you refused to notice.  I was the beautiful problem you never solved. You just sat and steered. Feeling you owned me. But you were wrong. When the mist came we danced around. With confidence you felt me dancing with you. But I was gone...

Daddy's Little Girl 2 Hell has no fury like a woman who hath been scorn. I have been scorned of a father by a father. May my fire rain down on you like brimstone.  You left me without love and so I thought that perhaps the paradise between my legs would bring men to love me. Perhaps it's my only worth. That's what they always wanted. That's why night after night he came into me, he was not the only one he was just the first.  What I feel is too different from what is real, I fill my self up with narcotic drug anything to take this pain away. Reality is stranger than my dreams.   I know what in have gone through to get over you. I've been through hell. I lived in it daily. Breathing the fumes that consumed me. I saw an open door but never stepped out. Dancing in the flames. Cherishing the burns more than my own life. I let it define me! But a saving grace so strong rescued me. It grabbed me. Mercy said no. And I screamed and yelled to go back t...

From Dusk to Dawn  Watching the moon dethrone the sun with my lover turned stranger Even when we both at war we somehow find a way to watch the light go dim as the sun travels west  There's something different about the colour of the sunset today Even as ugly as things seem between us today we still admire the beauty of the purple dusk.  The way the colours draw life from each other you bring the best colours out of me. You have no idea the way you light up my inside. From dusk to dawn you dance like smoke in my mind You are a star. And like a black hole I'm drawn into you. But can your heart truly be mine. When I reach for you, you disappeared. Like the sun loves the moon but can never have her you my love are a relative stranger. The whole essence of love redefined by the skies.  Lazughi & JayB 

                                     Daddy's Little Girl. Hell has no fury like a woman who hath been scorn. I have been scorned of a father by a father. May my fire rain down on you like brimstone. Melting your skin like wax! Grasped into a world of immense longing to be loved by a man meant to love me naturally. I saw myself as an alien..a mutant. Perhaps I was un-lovable. Deficient of love I am a walking corpse. Driven by the strong black magic called pain.   But I can't stop my heart from looking for you. I can't stop myself from wanting to be loved by you. Maybe there is something wrong with me. Every night I expostulate myself examining my imperfections, perhaps that's why you don't love me. Crying my self to sleep every night with bewildered screams into my pillow. The emptiness I see in my eye scares me.   I am a shadow of my self. The once jolly girl full of lo...

Forbidden Fruit  Flatter my vanity with your profane kisses.  Place a dagger in my heart with your lustfull gazes. Set my body on fire with your treacherous touch.  I'm at the wrong place at the wrong time. Two wrongs do not make a right.  I knew where you were taking me. I followed you with open eyes as you took me to your slaughter house.  I turned up my bravery perhaps a notch too high, saying in a silenced whisper 'let's get this over with!'  My body movement a mis-configured rhythmic expression of my imagination.  My soul numb to your affectionate display of passion.   I came to get hurt, you might as well do your worst.   But you faulter in your plan, for my lips drip nectar. My body more beseeching than the forbidden fruit.  Don't be deceived even you the slayer shall fall.                                     ...